Future Unknown
(Written 7 October)
My time in Barcelona has come to an end along with all the solid plans I
made upon finishing uni. I find myself on yet again another flight, this time
coming home, back to 'base' with the hope of planning my next move somewhere in
the world. To be fair this was not unexpected- my oldest cousin is getting
married and I think I had better attend considering I am one of the
bridesmaids! But this planned trip back home was part of the reason I was
unable to find work in Barcelona. With term just starting most schools had
already sorted out their teacher for the new year and I feel I was coming along
just a few weeks too late. I was offered a couple of hours here and there from
about 4 companies but all of them wanted me to start that day and when they
found out I had to return home they told me to get in touch when I was back. My
problem is that I had said to myself that I wouldn't return if I didn't have
anything to return back to. And that's the situation I find myself in.
Leaving has been made slightly harder as I found myself starting to
overcome my pickpocket paranoia and enjoying the city once again. That's not to
say I still clung to my bag for dear life on the metro and would always
slightly jump grab my bag if anyone ever brushed passed me down the street! But
I am happy to say that I managed to get through my time in Barcelona with all
my possessions still in my possession (touch wood my bag has made it into the
hold on this flight!). My last few days have been spent in what seems a
permanent state of being hungover/exhausted due to going out for 4 out of the
last 5 nights- SO UNLIKE ME! I don't even think I did that in Freshers.
Sleeping in my own bed is definitely a positive of me going home- despite it
being a little single bed, no other can quite match it :)
So what lies ahead is quite the blank page right now. I don't feel
worried. I know I will get a job somewhere, doing something. But I do like to
plan to some extent and I am eager to line something up asap! (Not to mention
because I have zilch money right now too). I have a new found desire to learn
Spanish- so maybe Madrid will do?
But for now I have that excited feeling in my stomach, knowing my family
is going to meet me at arrivals and soon I'll be through the front door and
having a good old cuppa tea! Barcelona- thank you! You certainly did not
disappoint, and I hope to be returning one day :)
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